EMO? i dont know

long time i didnt update my blog..

suddenly feel like wanna blog now..

why some people can so lucky?

because of look?

because of clever?

can say im jealous sometimes..

i know im not so good in looking, cleve, smart or become ppl's gf and friend..

but i can say i treat people good..but the end ppl will not remember you!

yea..this is human..haha..

ppl will only remember the nice thing and forgot the normal or even the ugly wan..

no choice..this is fate! i should not have any comment on it right?

*i just hope ppl can remember me although not giving me any beneficial.its just simple=)

finally!!

i had neglect my blog since august??haha..
lazy to update..coz my life is just same like usual~
every people who know me will know im not going out everyday~
coz lack of money i will choose to stay at home..ps:i hope to go out
so just go for yam cha with bei or my buddies..

AUGUST
since i didnt update from august until now..
so i will update now to complete my cutie diary~=)
okay..start from my lovely sister birthday party!!
my sister is held her party at her college friends house garden..
a very nice place to held a bbq party~
but too bad is it was raining heavily..=(
if not its a nice bbq party for me..
btw we still enjoy the partie~!!
its blow candle time!!
her friends buy her a candle so called "cant blow easily candle" at the top of birthday cake..
ya..its really hard to blow it..
wish her have a nice birthday and have a good and flying colour result for her studies..
its a last sem ..try your best to complete it even its hard..love you~

another august sau sing gong is MR.huang...
he had held his party at cafe kaki taste..
nothing much to say about his party..but i meet stephy and yeen there..
after that, we going to genting..ps:our candol gang law, every birthday star will go there
its a nice trip also..and last happy birthday to u~

my babe mun is going to philipina..
feel sad coz will less one people when we yam cha or shopping..
we gonna miss u much babe..take care urself there k?
we went airport on that day~
think that giving her suprised coz we didnt tell her that we go there..
but then failed~coz she saw us!haha..this time u are not blur at all..
hope u can start ur another new life there..
miss us always ya~muackkss

SEPTEMBER
start my revision!!
its a nervous month..coz is my final..
i had no mood to study on that time and i know i will fail for my final~
okay..forget about it...
16/09/09~done all the exam..!!
its time to relax~
celebrated my mum birthday also..
happy birthday mummy...i love you much..
i know sometimes we have some arguement but i still love you~
thanks for everything that u give for me~i know u are tired to take care the four naughties~
muackss!!

i had a outing with alvin's gang-my college friends also..
since they keep saying that i always fong fei gei..
so i promised them im going genting with them..
its a nice trip coz they are funny and friendly~!!
we go there lepak and taking photo around the genting's garden..
they think that im a quiet girl...do u think that?
for my close friends they wont think that~haha..
coz sometimes i quite bising la i think..
i still remember that day im lack of energy and straight away sleep after reached home..

ya..another birthday september star-sze min a.k.a doraemon+ribena
i went wangsa maju to celebrated her birthday..
she's a best temper girl..she can accept ppl pijak or scold her..
she also my one college besties and always accompany me in college..
although we are not same class when tutorial~
hope u have a good and flying result in ur studies also~love you~

its the end of september..
gonna say hi to october and say bye to my holiday..='(
time passes soooOO fast!!
another sem is start!!
so have a outing with my college besties at kl
we just shop around and chit-chatting..
and finally i get to meet YOU!!yes...she like to sit aeroplane~get what i mean?haha
still same..u are still crazy~!!
nice to out with u guys~love you all..!!

okay..before finish my post...
ofcoz i wanna post something about my bei~
if not he will complain~haha..
i know since my exam..we had alot of arguement..
i feel sad with it...i dont know what happen to me and you~
but i still love you my dear...
i know u start to complete some promised that u made for me..
bring me to new place and treat me eat~
cook for me~and etc..appreciated!!
i also will try my best to control my bad shitty temper~
love u~muackkss

another post will post up my photo that i take from august until now~

最近~

在这个月过的一点都不好...

*钱不够用
*有一些很难懂的问题发生在你我的身上
*考试到了

八月超多朋友生日..!!!
包括我姐和爸...钱就一直飞掉..!!
不过也要祝他们身体健康..梦想成真!!!
我很担心我的考试...因为我又要临时抱佛脚!!!
还有最后的presentation还没完成..感觉很浪费时间..
因为不停地押后!!~~又紧张又想赶快完成~

这个月感觉都不顺利..
很想赶快过完它然后等放假了..!!!
就这样~

the days i spent with

等待中

等飞中

准备考试中

改形象中

奋斗中

热恋中

okay..finally we meet up with 6 stupid dum dum together..

after my birthday..we din meet up together long time ago..

since our dai ga jie-yun har said she wants to treat us dinner..

so we move to THE SHIP having our dinner after i finish class at 6pm..

so kee hui, fei fei and me went there after that..

coz mun, yun har and nikko went sg.wang there for their shopping~

maybe some of us still having class tml..and some of them are tired after shopping..

so..the dinner is nothing special and we just took some pichie only..

but still enjoy going out with them..love u all~

after that..we move to red island awhile..

bcoz we bought muffin for our august babe-fei fei..

due to our time always cant match together..

so we plan to let her having a small small suprised 1st..

hope you like it ya~

after that..reached home around 12am..

tired but enjoying!!!^^

人是善变的吗？

时间一天一天地过...
人也有可能一天一天的变...
人的善变是未知数...
往往不能控制人的变化..
很多事情让我看到人的变化可以很惊人和恐怖..
让人觉得发毛和无可预测...
算了..一些事情是当作视而不见..

this few days just keep going to class..
tired..boring...but thx my bei always give me fully support..
he used to buy me supper when i feel hungry bcoz preparing my presentation at the midnight..
love you ya!!!

ok..after 2 presentation..then all of the coursework have done....
then i will be free but still need to start my revision for my final..!!
omg..damn scare and afraid about my final...
work hard ya koo chen yee!!!go go go~~

the doggy-REX

the small baby~
love him so much~

but its not mine~T_T

ps:i can meet him when i go to my jie fu's house^^

im BACK!!!

wao..long time i didn't update le..
busying with my assignments recently..and also presentation~

i kinda miss the moment that I'm still in secondary school!!

nothing happened at July~

just have some friends are the July baby

first, is my college dear-piggy susan!!

we can't celebrated with her in her actual birthday..

so we decided celebrated with her before the day which is her birthday..
after class, went to makan at 4 season again~ps:we went there 2-3 times ady

before that, i went to buy her favouritesss-donut..

due to time and near my college there are not selling JCO donut..

so i buy BIG APPLE..not bad what~

but she saw the donut..aikkss..mission failed!!!

wanna wish her have a healthy body and pretty forever!!

and secondly is my dear wen wen..
so sad i cant celebrated with her..
and plan to yam cha with her but too bad i cant make it..
so sorry to her..but i still love you!!
wish you can find what you want in your future..
take care yourself and i will always be there..!!

another is ms.nini..
she has a 21st years old birthday party and she invited me also..

nothing special on that day..

plan to go out but don't have any place can go~

and that day..i had argue with someone!!ishhh..

but everything is ok now~i still love you!!

and and and finally i had meet up my babes..

but fei fei are not with us because she need to work..

then we went to dim sum early in the morning..
after finish our breakfast..i need to back home for my assignment..

so sad can't went out with you guys..
never mind..still got chance right?

another side..i had done my individual presentation!!

luckily I'm not bad at all..but there's still have many presentations waiting for me!!

ewww!!!and final is coming soon..I'm so lazy to doing anything..

wake up wake up!!!it's your future!!!!

ok..i will try my best~*like talking myself and answering myself

Tomorrow!!!shopping with my college gang!!

Let's shopping girl~~!!

RANDOM

well..I'm lack of energy right now!!
going college-tired!!
having class-tired!!
back from college-tired!!

i don't like my college life!!even I'm in year2 now..
I'm still cant enjoy and biasa with my college life..
when they are discussing the assignments..i feel i cant enjoy it actually..
why??i still want to graduate la..!!
wake up wake up wake up!!!
i force myself to like it and do it well..but..
seem like I'm doing nothing!!
sometimes will think I'm useless but people will said "give some confidents to yourself la!"
haiz..everybody know this statement la..
but..when u are the person who facing with my situation..
i can say..u wont say it again!

really feel hard to this sem subject!!
psychology??translation??public speaking??
no one can help me actually..
no choice!!this is the way i choose..
i cant blame it!!have to continue it also..
just a emo post la!!

miss you bei~

pissed off

supposed to post my cameron highlands trip..

but when i upload all pic ady..suddenly all gone.!!!

what the...*$#)(*%(*^

so im lazy to post up the article..

wasting my time!!!

recently im busying with my study..

its tired!!!alwayz back at 6pm!!

and im driving to college...

cant imagine alwayz stuck at the trafic jam
and the stress is coming back to me..

1st..alwayz cant find a parking when i reached to college

2nd..study is more and more hard than before
3rd..financial problem

4th..family problem

omg..that's all alwayz inside my mind and suffering me damnly!!!

im straighten my hair..

arrghhh...miss my curly hair but i like my straight hair also!!

seldom go out and shopping with babe..

i miss those days that alwayz chilling and fei-ing outside!!

really miss it!!

ciao..

wanna start my revision~

nite!!

my 19th suprised birthday!

the post should be post at 6th of June
but I'm not free on this few days~
ok..first at all..
i want to thanks to all my cendol geng
member including jin, sis, liang, pink, and also my babe wen wen..
huang is not going because he need to work..
and also all my friends that wishing me on that day..appreciated!!

they decided going the curve, restaurant marche for our dinner on Friday..
bei come and fetch me on 8pm..but I'm late..so bei waiting me arond half an hour..
when on the way going fetch ping that time..
bei's car got some problem..then suddenly his car stop and cant move at all
I'm shocked and feel 'black' that time..
then bei call me for help him take the water that put at the back of the car..
omg!i saw a cutie present!!
i feel surprised and shock!!he is giving me a surprised!!
he is lying me that the car always got problem..
but actually not!!
i feel very very happy..i love the present and i love you too bei!!
thanks for everything!!

ok..after that..we going to fetch ping and went to the curve..
we are totally late..and babe wen wen is already reach there..
we are rushing to the restaurant when we reach there..
and we meet up wen wen..
the restaurant is like buffet style..
but actually not..its like what you order on a steak stall..
then u should give the money that you ordered..
some food was not bad..but some food are normal only...

after that..is the time for the CAKE..
they bought a baskin robbin cake for me!!
i love it!!!but when they taking the cake out...
it start melting and the shape is not same already..
we rushed for taking pictures, singing birthday song and blowing candle..

after that, they said wanna go to genting again..
ya..our second house..
we chit chat and the weather is very cold..
and we all like woo!!sejuknya!!
we go home around 3am...
its a nice and pretty birthday that they giving me!!
i want to thanks them and i really feel touch with it..
especially my bei!!i love u deep deep ya!!muacksss

the assighmentsss

oh no~its june now!!!
i love june~~

today woke up around 11am something..
then on9 awhile only go for class..
jam jam jam!!!
but i didnt late for my class..
tomorrow!!!morning class!!oh shit~~
im still in holiday mood la~~~

today started to discuss what is the assighment we need to do..
arrhhhgg~~i have no idea what i need to present~
hope i can do well on it..

feel a little bit unhappy..
bcoz some reasons~
is like...dont know how to describe that feel..
i just dont like many problem appear~
that's all...
i dont know how to tell you honestly
suffer!!

thx god

finally i get my result~~
the night is hard to sleep bcoz the next day, that mean last thurs..
my result will comes out~~!!!

i checked it early in the morning..
and i pass all!!!
im excited you know~
thx god and myself...lolz!!
i will be more hardworking on it!!!
thx daddy mummy and everyone!!
ofcoz my lovely bei!!
i love you all~thx for supporting me!!

okay~gonna celebrate my ''important'' day soon~
so touch that they planning how to celebrate with me~
is like..everybody still remember my birthday~
appreciated!!~~
im waiting the day come~

the things....

im too bored so im blogging now here~

i have something that me and also other people can't make it for me..

juz want to share what i wish to have it~

for sure those are the nice things for me..=)

i wish to have---

wish to have it from 14 years old until now~

second, i wish to have---

i like to taking down everyone or everything in my life

third, i wish to have---

just feel very nice

melacca-one day trip

其实应该很早就已经写关于这篇东西了..

因为那时写的时候忽然叫我restart!!!!

整个就是气和无奈~

上个星期六..
和我的宝贝们又到马六甲了~~!!!
不过只是一日游啦..
大概九点多..他们就来载我了...
然后到我家附近吃早餐~

十点多就出发了..
不到一个小时就到那边了..
可以说那边的天气热到不行!!
我们看到那个天气都怕啦!!
我们到处走走然后吃那边的冰,鸡粒饭,laksa
饱到走不动啦..

因为受不了炎热的天气的我们..
到mall里面走走..
无聊的我们到戏院看了戏~哈哈..
ps:因为要等太阳没有那么晒~
看完戏过后,
太阳没有那么晒了...
所以我们到处看看和拍照片~
我们也到夜市走走..
大概八点多就开车回家了..

很开心和宝贝们到处走走~
虽然很热~但享受整个过程~!!

大大片

脸上的痘痘莫名地出完来!!

不是..应该是自从考试开始的那天已经出来了!!!

而且黑眼圈比之前更明显地在我眼睛下面!!

天啊!!不把大饼敷在我脸上都不能了!!

之前都是因为懒惰.所以一直不理我的皮肤如何..

现在麻烦了啦!!
希望敷了大大片的大饼会好点..

最近在家闷死了..

宝贝们说要一日游..

不错的建议~因为我很闷啦!!!

而且我的假期即将宣布结束了..

不能悠闲自在了!!

成绩将在下个星期公佈!!天啊!!

还有担心我的电话费啊!!

烦死啦!!

*ps:大日子来临了..等待中...

ihatethat

nothing can do at home~
sleep, on9, watching drama....boringz life!!
i miss my friends~
i feel that my friends is far away from me~
maybe is my problem??i don't know

i miss the 38 life when i was in secondary school~
i miss i got many friends around me when i just start my college life~
i miss my primary good buddies!!!!
really miss that moment~

just saw something in someone profile~
suddenly feel that i got no friend actually~
what a sad case!!~~
just a release feeling blog~

ciao~!

brother.birthday-OUT

woke up 8am something by sis..

then bath and waiting sis bf coming~

that bei cant wake up..so we late abit already~

we having our breakfast after fetching pink..

dont feel like wanna eat that time..

maybe still early?i think so~

after breakfast, we only went to Sunway lagoon..

we wait for the ticket that jin's friend help us to buy..

the weather is hot like nobody business..

we all sweat like hell~~

after get the ticket, its time to have fun..!!!

there's not much ppl there, so we no need wait so long for each game~

enjoy playing with them~

after that, jin's friend feel not well and they need to back early

so we continue play and wait jin come back after fetching them...

we went to belakong steak house for our dinner~

we all sweat bcoz downstair is very hot!!

after dinner, jin's friends call him go her house..

then me, bei, huang and jin went there awhile..

back around 10pm something...

tired~

and last

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BROTHER-MR.JIN

may all your wish comes true~

fatty fish

my coconut~

busy chatting and jin busy typing