RANDOM

well..I'm lack of energy right now!!
going college-tired!!
having class-tired!!
back from college-tired!!

i don't like my college life!!even I'm in year2 now..
I'm still cant enjoy and biasa with my college life..
when they are discussing the assignments..i feel i cant enjoy it actually..
why??i still want to graduate la..!!
wake up wake up wake up!!!
i force myself to like it and do it well..but..
seem like I'm doing nothing!!
sometimes will think I'm useless but people will said "give some confidents to yourself la!"
haiz..everybody know this statement la..
but..when u are the person who facing with my situation..
i can say..u wont say it again!

really feel hard to this sem subject!!
psychology??translation??public speaking??
no one can help me actually..
no choice!!this is the way i choose..
i cant blame it!!have to continue it also..
just a emo post la!!

miss you bei~

pissed off

supposed to post my cameron highlands trip..

but when i upload all pic ady..suddenly all gone.!!!

what the...*$#)(*%(*^

so im lazy to post up the article..

wasting my time!!!

recently im busying with my study..

its tired!!!alwayz back at 6pm!!

and im driving to college...

cant imagine alwayz stuck at the trafic jam
and the stress is coming back to me..

1st..alwayz cant find a parking when i reached to college

2nd..study is more and more hard than before
3rd..financial problem

4th..family problem

omg..that's all alwayz inside my mind and suffering me damnly!!!

im straighten my hair..

arrghhh...miss my curly hair but i like my straight hair also!!

seldom go out and shopping with babe..

i miss those days that alwayz chilling and fei-ing outside!!

really miss it!!

ciao..

wanna start my revision~

nite!!

my 19th suprised birthday!

the post should be post at 6th of June
but I'm not free on this few days~
ok..first at all..
i want to thanks to all my cendol geng
member including jin, sis, liang, pink, and also my babe wen wen..
huang is not going because he need to work..
and also all my friends that wishing me on that day..appreciated!!

they decided going the curve, restaurant marche for our dinner on Friday..
bei come and fetch me on 8pm..but I'm late..so bei waiting me arond half an hour..
when on the way going fetch ping that time..
bei's car got some problem..then suddenly his car stop and cant move at all
I'm shocked and feel 'black' that time..
then bei call me for help him take the water that put at the back of the car..
omg!i saw a cutie present!!
i feel surprised and shock!!he is giving me a surprised!!
he is lying me that the car always got problem..
but actually not!!
i feel very very happy..i love the present and i love you too bei!!
thanks for everything!!

ok..after that..we going to fetch ping and went to the curve..
we are totally late..and babe wen wen is already reach there..
we are rushing to the restaurant when we reach there..
and we meet up wen wen..
the restaurant is like buffet style..
but actually not..its like what you order on a steak stall..
then u should give the money that you ordered..
some food was not bad..but some food are normal only...

after that..is the time for the CAKE..
they bought a baskin robbin cake for me!!
i love it!!!but when they taking the cake out...
it start melting and the shape is not same already..
we rushed for taking pictures, singing birthday song and blowing candle..

after that, they said wanna go to genting again..
ya..our second house..
we chit chat and the weather is very cold..
and we all like woo!!sejuknya!!
we go home around 3am...
its a nice and pretty birthday that they giving me!!
i want to thanks them and i really feel touch with it..
especially my bei!!i love u deep deep ya!!muacksss

the assighmentsss

oh no~its june now!!!
i love june~~

today woke up around 11am something..
then on9 awhile only go for class..
jam jam jam!!!
but i didnt late for my class..
tomorrow!!!morning class!!oh shit~~
im still in holiday mood la~~~

today started to discuss what is the assighment we need to do..
arrhhhgg~~i have no idea what i need to present~
hope i can do well on it..

feel a little bit unhappy..
bcoz some reasons~
is like...dont know how to describe that feel..
i just dont like many problem appear~
that's all...
i dont know how to tell you honestly
suffer!!